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2022.06.19
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悪い感情と良い感情の正体とは。
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私が成長し生活</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">する中で一番苦しんだものが親子・兄弟関係で、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">特に父を中心にした<b>家族としての有り方の中で味わった</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>歪んだ</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>息苦しさ</b>でした。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ほとんどの家庭において父とは一種の支配者ですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">この支配者を中心にした家族の絆の形は<strong>支配者の人間性によって</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>様々な形の膨らみや歪みを生んでいる</strong>と思います。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">母親が毒親化することも父親が緩衝材になれば防げますが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>父親の母親への支配や無関心なども作用</b>しており、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">依存し合っている</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">相互の微妙な力や愛憎関係によっても</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">変幻自在に変化する</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">のが家庭です。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>子供は生まれながらに子供として存在</b>させられますが、実は</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">親も訓練や</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">経験もなく突然親になるので、ほとんどの親が</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">手探りで</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">戸惑い</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ながらの試行錯誤を強いられ親になっていることが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">親子関係においての</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">傷を生むことにも繋がっています。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">卵で生む亀のように生みっぱなしの動物もおりますし、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">授乳が済み子供が餌を取れるようになると親は次の繁殖のために</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">子離れするのが動物ですが、人間の子供だけは<strong>長い依存期間を</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>必要</strong>として生まれますので、両親の濃密な文化に曝されて育つ</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ために一種の文化的な洗脳状態が長く続き、</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">他の家との</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">文化的な明確な違いに気付くのは思春期頃だと思います。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">この<b>長い濃密な親子・夫婦関係の中で脳が異常に発達した</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>ことが文化や文明だけでなく人間の心にも複雑な感情を</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>生むことが人生における煩悩に繋がって</b>います。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">現代の子供による家庭内暴力や親による虐待や妻への</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">パワハラなどの問題が起こる背景に潜むのがこの複雑な感情で、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">それは誰の心にも起こっている羨みや妬みや僻みであり、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">この三つから発展して沸き起こるものが<b>他者を憎むという</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>他の動物には恐らくない恨みという自らも苦しめる感情</b>です。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">人間とは他者に自分を認められたいという承認欲求を持って</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">生まれてきていますので、承認が満たされない状況の人達には</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">様々な負の感情が</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">沸き起こってきます。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">他の兄弟と比較したり他の家庭と比較したりすることで起こる</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">最初は軽い羨みや嫉妬の感情ですが、<b>その感情を抱え続けると</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>次第に肥大</b>し妬み僻みから恨みへと発展するのです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">しかしこのような感情は自分と同じなのにという<b>身近な存在に</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>対して起こり易く</b>、遠く離れた存在に対しては羨みのような</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">軽い感情で済んでしまいすぐ忘れてしまいます。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">兄弟とか同学年とかのような<b>類似性がある時に起こり易い</b>事と、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">もうひとつは『俺・私にだって』という自分にも<b>獲得できる可能性が</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>あった</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>という気持ちを持つと嫉妬心</b>が起こります。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">殺人事件は年々減少しているのですが政府統計を見ると、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>親族間の殺人事件だけは増加</b>しており、二〇十六年の統計では</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>全体の五十五%</strong>にも及ぶのも身近過ぎるためです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">これほど危険な感情である嫉妬という字には女偏が</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ついていますが、私は男の方が嫉妬深いと思っていて</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">何故女偏なのか? に疑問を持っています。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">例として不倫が発覚した時には妻より夫の嫉妬の方が強いですし、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">会社組織における男同士の嫉妬による制裁は激烈だからで、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">最新の脳科学研究では<b>男の方が格段に妬みや嫉妬が強い</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>という</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>結果</b>が出ております。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">親族間では息子が父親より収入を得るような立場になると</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">父親は羨みから始まり次第に嫉妬し、やがて</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>『このようになるように育てたのは俺だ』</strong>と思い込み、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">親という権威をチラつかせながら毒親的な陰湿な介入や</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">真綿で首を絞めるように<b>親孝行を迫る行為</b>を始める人が</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">有名人の親などには沢山おります。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">毒親関連本などでは母親が多く登場しますが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その心理的背景には娘が自分(母親)より能力が有ったり</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">幸せな状況などへの嫉妬が心の隅に巣食っていたりしますが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">毒親の人達に共通しているのは自分達<strong>夫婦間の不和</strong>が</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">子供への嫉妬や依存への引き金になっている人が多くおります。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">虐待なども同様で本人達は無自覚に<b>『あなたのため』という</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>鎧を着て反撃の隙を与えない</b>巧妙さを装うのですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">そのことに無自覚だから尚更始末が悪いのです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">このような状況から逃れることが難しい原因は、子供は最初から</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>両親の子供である事実から逃れられない</strong>事と、もうひとつは</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">東洋的な社会通念である親孝行への社会的圧力があるために、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">たとえ<b>親であっても子供には別な人格があると主張する</b>ような</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ことをしたら、自分がエゴイスティックな人間と社会から</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">非難される</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ことを日本人は無意識に恐れているのです。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">しかし自己肯定感がある子供が不条理な親の拘束や洗脳から</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">逃れられるのは、<strong>親の生き方と自分の生き方を別個なもの</strong>として</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">捉えることができるからです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">では自己肯定感を持てない子供はどのように育てられるか? </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ですが、<b>『お前は駄目だ!』というような子供を否定し</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>矯正しようという言葉を日頃から多く使う親</b>に育てられると、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">まるで洗脳されたように『自分は駄目な人間なんだ』と思うように</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">なってしまい自己否定的な思考に陥ることが原因です。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私もこのように育てられましたが、中学生頃から心の中で</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">父からの離脱を企み続け二十歳で成就し東京へ就職しました。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">東京で妻と出会い結婚してからの私は、仕事への自信だけでなく</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">妻からの様々な<strong>承認という自己肯定感を授かった</strong>からと</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">今は理解</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">できますが、何事にも</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">内向的で自信も持てなかった</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私の性格が、離脱と出会いによって</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>百八十度</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>変化した</strong>と</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">自分の人生を振り返って思います。</span><strong><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"> </span></strong>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">親元にいる間は躾という名目の矯正を恐れ、幼児期から常に</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">内的な葛藤を抱えていたので内向的で暗い性格でした。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>『躾』</b>とは<b>身</b>に付けたものが<b>美</b>しいと書くように、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">どんな子供でもある程度の矯正は必要ですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>子供のためではなく親の都合のための強制や矯正</b>は</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">躾などではなく人格否定に繋がっているので、その子供は</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">たとえどんなに成功しても自己肯定感を持てず苦しみます。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">これは親の未成熟による対処方法の間違いによるもので、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>精神的な余裕と</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>言葉を選び話しかける見識もない</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">からです。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">間違いや失敗した時に『お前は駄目だ!』</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ではなく</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>『また失敗から学べたね!』</b>というような言葉をかけられたら</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">子供は</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>失敗や間違いを肯定的に捉えられる</b>ようになります。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">この自己肯定感こそが誰にでもある僻みや妬みや嫉妬を</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">弱め、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>人間を苦しめる際限のない猜疑心を持たない人間性の獲得</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">にも</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">繋がりますので、これこそが</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">豊かな</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">人間関係</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">の構築と維持に</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">繋げられる人生の最大の財産になると私は思っています。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">妬みと嫉妬は似ていますが微妙に違い、妬みは下位の者が</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">上位の者を</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>引きずり下ろしたいと願うネガティブな感情</strong>で、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">嫉妬の方は自分の存在を</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>脅かすような相手に対して</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>先手を打って</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>攻撃したいというよりポジティブな感情</strong>です。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">六本木ヒルズに<strong>蜘蛛の巨大な彫刻オブジェ</strong>があるのですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">そのタイトル『ママン』はフランス語でお母さんという意味です。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">作者は女性の彫刻家で女性蔑視の父に育てられた屈辱の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">妬みや僻みをダイレクトに作品に表現したものが多いのですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">そんな子供時代に<b>父から守ってくれなかった母を表現</b>している</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">と</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">推測されています。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">このようにマイナスな感情を芸術作品として昇華している人は多く、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">大阪万博会場にある太陽の塔の作者岡本太郎も</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>両親の複雑な相姦関係の中で育った屈折</b>が作品への</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">エネルギーになっていますが、大きな負の感情を抱え続けた人の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">方が</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">正のエネルギに転換すると爆発力があるように思います。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">人間に備わったこのような一見すると嫌な負の感情も、実は</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">このような芸術作品に昇華されるように<strong>人類が生き残るために</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>必要で意味があるから備わっている</strong>のだと私は思います。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">それは人間は個人としては弱い動物だから、<b>家族から</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>共同体を形成し</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>知恵を出し協力し合うことで強者として繁栄</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"> してきた中で、</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">協力し分け合う共同体への奉仕的労働は</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">子孫繁栄のために必須なの</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ですが、その義務と責任を放棄したり</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">最小限に止めて</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">果実のみ貪った人間が必ずいたと思います。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">家族や社会のように人間が集団化する中で、<b>このような人達に</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>対しての嫌な負の感情を持つことが、秩序を守るために</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>罰を与える</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>法を作る</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>ことに繋がり</b>、そこからリーダーが生まれ</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">階級が生まれ</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">監視する警察のような組織が生まれたのも、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">根源にあるのは</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">このような<strong>負の感情を出発点にして</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>集団の秩序作りに</strong></span><strong><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">繋げた</span></strong><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>のではないか?</strong> と想像します。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">集団化・社会化は階級化による相対評価も生みますので</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">僻みや妬みが強まり、やがて<b>遺伝子に組み込まれ</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>人間に</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>備わった</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">のだと思いますが、この感情は芸術だけでなく学問や</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">文明や</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">文化へと昇華する力としても発揮されたと思います。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">社会化の進行で競争が激化することで僻み妬みの感情は</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">増幅され遺伝子に強く組み込まれましたが、僻み・妬みも</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">昇華のような正の側面もあり、<b>不安のような嫌な感情も危険を</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>回避するため</b>に備わっている生き残り戦略に必要なものです。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">良い感情である共感や喜びは脳にドーパミンという快楽物質が</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">出るので感じるのですが、これも食事をすると快楽物質</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ドーパミンが</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">出るのは<b>生存のためで、</b>性行為で感じる</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ドーパミン快楽と興奮物質アドレナリンは</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>子孫を残すため</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">に</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">欠かせないから</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">遺伝子に</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">組み込まれているのだと思います。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ちなみに<strong>痛みは身体の異常を知らせる</strong>ためで、モルヒネや</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">麻薬などは人工的にドーパミンを操作して痛みを抑え</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">快楽を強めている植物由来の成分です。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">学問やスポーツなどでも夢中になっている時にはドーパミンが</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">大量に出ていますが、悪い事だけでなく良い事でも過度な状態に</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">なると依存症を</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">引き起こすように、<b>負の感情も正の感情も</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>バランスが崩れると</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>必ず心や身体に実害</b>を引き起こします。</span>
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このバランス制御を行っているのが知性を司る前頭葉ですが、</span>
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思春期頃に様々な欲求行動に歯止めが効かないのは</span>
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<strong>制御を司る前頭葉が未発達</strong>だからで、本能の脳である</span>
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 脳幹から</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">湧き起こる</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> 食欲・性欲・<strong>新奇好奇心</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><strong>欲が活発過ぎて</strong></span>
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<strong>制御不能</strong>に陥っている</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">ためです。</span>
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最新科学で判明した結果では<strong>制御し</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><strong>冷静な判断ができる</strong></span>
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  前頭葉の成熟時期は三十歳頃</strong>だと判ったそうです。</span>
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悪い感情の抑制や快楽に溺れない制御などは人間関係にも</span>
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影響</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">しますので、</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> 伴侶を選ぶ結婚や親になる時期などにも</span>
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参考になるかも? 果たして自分の前頭葉は成熟しているか?</span>
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自分自身を俯瞰して見る<strong>メタ認知が幸せへのパスポートを</strong></span>
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  手に入れるための必要条件で、幸せな結婚生活の継続は</strong></span>
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  双方がメタ認知能力を持つことが十分条件ではないか? </strong></span>
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と思いますが、メタ認知は知識ではなく知恵に比例しています。</span>
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悪い感情は秩序を創り維持するために使い、良い感情は</span>
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子孫を創り様々な人との絆を維持するため使うという</span>
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人間の生存戦略に</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">必須のものですが、どちらもその有効性の</span>
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<strong>鍵を</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><strong>握っているのは制御する前頭葉の成熟度</strong>のようです。</span>
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嘘は大切。
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">一般的に大人はたくさん嘘をついているのに、子供には</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">『嘘つきは泥棒の始まり』と厳しく戒めますが、誰もが日常生活</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">の中で嘘をつかないで過ごしていると実は非常に<b>ギスギスした</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>潤いのない関係になる</b>と私は思っております。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">そんな考えを持っている私は、孫達に<b>『ついて良い嘘を教える』</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ためにお父さんやお母さんに内緒にできるならとの条件付で</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">チョコやグミをあげ,<strong>共犯関係による固い絆を構築</strong>して</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">いるので</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">二人には爺は大好きといつも</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">言われております。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">下の孫は三歳半頃から内緒にできるようになりましたが</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その頃から<b>知的能力の上昇は目覚しく、</b>私が娘宅を訪問し</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私がポケットに手を入れると親が見てないのを確認し、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">自分のポケットにチョコやグミを入れてもらうのを待っていました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">下の孫がズボンを履いていない時は私に<strong>『ちょっと待ってね』</strong>と</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">言って、</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">急いでポケットのある洋服を身に付けて来ますが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">娘がずーっと傍にいて話をしている時には我慢できず</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">『お母さん目をつぶって』</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">と要求することもありました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">こんな事をすると子供が際限なく食べると思うでしょうが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">それは最初だけですので私は『何個食べていい?』と</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">聞かれても<b>『お好きなだけどうぞ』</b>と答えますが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">必ず『ご飯を食べられなく位に食べたら爺が怒られるので、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">よろしくお願いします』と付け加えます。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">欲望の制御も規制されてではなく、<b>自分達の意思による</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>選択と決断が尊重されると必ず葛藤します</b>ので、成長と共に</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">次第に自己制御が上手になりお姉ちゃんはもう安心です。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">二年生になったお姉ちゃんには</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">自分の部屋に机があるので、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">二人でチョコとグミの<b>隠し場所を決めて空袋は内緒で</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>私に渡す</b>ので私はポケットに入れて持ち帰りました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">両親は<span lang="EN-US" xml:lang="EN-US">100</span>%知っているのですが、知らないふりをしてくれていた</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ので子供達の知的能力の向上に繋がりました</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">カナダの大学で行った</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>人間は何歳から嘘をつけるのか?</b> </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">という</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">調査</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">の</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">結果では、早い子供では二歳からで</span><span style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif; font-size: 14pt;">遅い子供でも</span>
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<span style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif; font-size: 14pt;">七~八歳</span><span style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif; font-size: 14pt;">です</span><span style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif; font-size: 14pt;">が、三歳から四歳の子供の中で嘘をつける</span><span style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif; font-size: 14pt;">子供と</span>
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<span style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif; font-size: 14pt;">嘘をつけない</span><span style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif; font-size: 14pt;">子供の知的能力の相関関係</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">を</span><span style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif; font-size: 14pt;">測定すると、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>嘘をつける子供の方が知的認知能力が高いという結果</b>が</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">出て</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">おり、最近は日本の大学でも心理学研究の一環として</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">同様の</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">実験・調査を行っていますが結果は同じです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">では何故嘘をつける子供の知的能力が高いか? ですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>嘘をつくことに伴ってその環境や条件に整合性を</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>保たなければ</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>ならず、</b>正直に事実を告げることよりも</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>複雑な思考回路が必要</b><strong>になり、知的思考には格段の</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>負荷がかかる</strong>からです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私が渡すチョコやグミの袋を最初は家のゴミ箱に入れられず</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">悩み、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">初めは稚拙な方法のために二度ほど発見され</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">失敗しましたが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">失敗から学び二人が考えた方法が私から受け取る時に</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">空袋を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">持ち帰ってもらう方法で格段の進歩が見られます。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">また両親に判るのではないか? という<b>不安との葛藤も</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>精神的な</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>成熟を促す</b>のですが、二人にとっては爺という</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">大人の了解が</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>免罪符</strong>としてあることが、一般的には悪いとされる</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">嘘への</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ハードルが下がる</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">安心感から嘘をつけるのです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">嘘にはホワイトとブラックがあり、たとえば友人と話していて</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">見たいテレビ番組の時間に遅れそうな時や話を中断したい時、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>相手に正直に告げると気分を害する</b>のですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">『実は人との約束があるので』と告げる嘘はホワイトで</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">人間関係を円滑にするために必要な嘘です。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">夫婦間でも親子間でも円満を保つための嘘は必要なのに、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">最近の若い夫婦間では<b>スマホによるお互いの位置確認アプリで</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>絶えず相手の場所を確認する</b>人達が増えているそうですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">『あそこで何してたの?』と問い詰め合いが増えることに繋がり、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">こんな行為が二人の関係を良好にすると私には思えず、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">むしろ<b>不信感を増大させてお互いを監視し合い</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>お互いが</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>不自由になっているだけ</b>のように思えます。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">このようなアプリの使い方は共働き家庭の<b>子供の安全と安心の</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>ために使用</b>すべきもので、このような使用方法を間違えることも</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">日常生活の中で幼児期から嘘の使い分けを学び</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">身に付けていれば</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">行わないことでは? と私は思っています。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">幼児期に大人の管理下で孫達のような些細な嘘をつく</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">葛藤経験を積み重ねることが、<b>ついて良い嘘と</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>ついてはいけない嘘の判別が自然に身につく</b>ことに繋がっており、葛藤の繰り返しが倫理観の確立にも繋がっていると思います。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">オレオレ詐欺のような<b>人を陥れるような嘘はブラック</b>ですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">この</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">境界を学ぶためにも実際に経験することが</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">大人になって</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">からの</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">倫理観形成の基礎として私は必要と思っています。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">事実孫達は時々</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">心理的な負担に耐えられない事柄では、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>お母さんに内緒にできなかったから告白した</b>と後日私に話す</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">こともあり、そんな時に私は『偉いね!』と褒めてあげます。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">これは俗に言う『良心の呵責に耐えかねて』ですが、こんな時に</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">親がどう対処するか? も子供の倫理観の形成に影響しており、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">怒るか? 褒めるか? の違いが<b>子供の正直さや素直さの</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>芽を摘むか? 育てるか?</b> の分かれ道になります。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">しかし孫達にあげ続けるのも問題で、止める</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">方策に</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">悩んでいたら</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">お父さんに食べているのを見つかり怒られたそうで、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">娘から</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">『もう机に入れている</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">内緒は止める』ようにメールがあり、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">これを機会に孫達に正直に</span><span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;"><strong>『お母さんに爺が怒られた</strong></span></span><span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;"><strong>』</strong>と</span></span>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">話すと</span></span><span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">二人とも納得し素直に了承してくれました。</span></span>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">翌日ドライブ中にお姉</span></span><span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">ちゃんが『私達のために爺が怒られて</span></span>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">ゴメンね』と、下の孫も『うんわかった』と素直に了解したのは</span></span>
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<strong><span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">自分達のために私が怒られたという利他的な行為に</span></span></strong>
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<strong><span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">報いる為に</span></span></strong><span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;"><strong>自分達も我慢するべき</strong>と得心した出来事で、</span></span>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">孫達が私の立場を思う利他的なものを学んだ副産物でした。</span></span>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">悪事に伴う学びと絆作りも終わり、まだ子供達の成長にとって</span></span>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">怖い人は</span></span><span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">必要</span></span><span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">なので</span></span><span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">お父さんの対応は</span></span><span style="font-size: 18.6667px; font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;">丁度いい潮時でした。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">法学者の末広厳太郎氏の『嘘の効用』という本の中で</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">大岡越前についての記述があり、大岡越前の裁きには</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">温情があったから</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">庶民に人気が出たのですが、当時の厳格な</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">法では罪になるような人達に温情をかける裁きをするときに、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>法の適用を逃れるための『上手な嘘』をつき情状酌量すべき</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>人達を救った</b>からとありました。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その方法は事実認定を行うときに</span><strong><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">厳格な法を潜り抜けるための</span></strong>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>巧みな嘘を考案</strong>し</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">庶民の正義を</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">守る</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">という手法で、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">大岡越前は日頃から相手のことを思う</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">良い嘘を巧みに</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">つける</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">人格者だったからだそうです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その根底にあるのは法律とは時代と共に変えていかなければ</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ならないものなのですが必ず対応は遅れがちになるからで、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">大岡越前は<b>『法律が時代遅れで厳格過ぎると庶民が嘘をつく』</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">という危惧から行ったのだろうとの推測記述でした。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">これと同様に親が子供の要求を聞かず自分の考えを押し通し</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">厳格に育て過ぎたら、やはり子供はきっと嘘</span> <span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">つきになると思います。 一般的には嘘の容認と共に<b>報酬という餌を蒔くことも悪のように</b></span>
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捉える傾向があります</b>が、私は子供への動機づけとして</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">報酬が少ない方が動機づけの効果があって目標への意欲が</span>
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報酬が少ない方が努力をゲーム感覚</b></span> <span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><b>
のよう感じ目標に</b></span>
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向い嵌まって行く</b>ことが心理学の実験で</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">証明されております。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">この実験では報酬が多く些細な事でも褒め続けると、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">やがて子供は努力せずに<strong>褒められようと悪い嘘</strong>をつくことが</span>
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ラベリング効果</b><strong>(良い人と言われた人には良い人を装う</strong></span>
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・ラベル人間になること)</strong>に向ってしまう逆効果に繋がるそうです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">使うのが良く、理由は<b>『頑張ったね!』は</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><b>結果ではなく</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><b>本人に</b></span>
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しか判らない努力の過程も含め</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><b>褒めている</b>言葉だからです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">感謝されない家事労働などは報酬なしで努力している</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">ようなものですが、時折ご主人が料理をしてくれたり</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">子供がお母さんの誕生日にお礼の手紙をくれたりしたら、</span>
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報われた気持ちになるのは少ない報酬なのですが</b></span>
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日頃の行動を認められた気持ちになる</b>からです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">最近の脳科学で確認されているのですが、<b>努力できる人は</b></span>
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報酬を感じる部分の脳が活発に働く人達</b>で、努力できない人は</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">この報酬系が不活発で、その代わりに<b>損得勘定の方が</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><b>活発</b></span>
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なので努力が無駄と思ってしまう</b>からですので安心して下さい。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">努力による結果の報酬を強く感じると努力することが楽しくなり、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">この報酬系が活発かどうか? はドラマや映画を見ていて、</span>
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人の幸せや悲しみに共感できるかどうか?</strong> が判断基準で、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">人の不幸を蜜に感じるサイコパス脳の持ち主が多いそうです。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">参考にサイコパス脳とは、表層では<strong>正常さを装い他人の欠点や</strong></span>
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脆さを見抜いて人を操る能力に長けて</strong>いる脳の持ち主で、</span>
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抱えている脳</strong>の</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">持ち主の人です。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">最新研究で</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">サイコパス脳の持ち主で</span>多い</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">職業順位は</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">①企業経営CEO </span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">②弁護士 </span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">③マスコミ ④セールス </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">⑤外科医 ⑥ジャーナリスト ⑦警察官 </span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">⑧聖職者 の順で</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">一般的に想像する<strong>犯罪者だけではなく</strong>、</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">仮面を</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">かぶった</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">貶める嘘か? が分岐点で、その使い分けには葛藤を重ねる</span>
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自問自答の葛藤</b>なのだと思います。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">親の扶養を受けている間は親の規制に従うべき理由は、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">義務と責任を果たしていないから自由と権利は規制されるのです。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">それは未熟な自由や欲望を我慢する忍耐を身に付けさせる</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">時期</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">でもある</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">からですが、『飴と鞭・寛容と規制』の<strong>さじ加減に</strong></span>
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答えはなく</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><strong>親が子供をしっかり観察しながら判断する、</strong></span>
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親自身も葛藤を</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><strong>積み重ねる</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><strong>以外にない</strong>と私は思っています。</span>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">これからも</span></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">私は</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">孫達との事柄については、孫達への</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">扶養義務を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">果たしている娘と婿殿の意向に心から従って行きます</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">。</span>
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傷のない家庭も人もない。
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">『隣の芝生は青く見える』という言葉がありますが、人間とは</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">自分になくて他者が持っているものを羨み求め欲しがるもので、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その自分にないものが<strong>心の傷として劣等感</strong>にも繋がっています。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">貧乏な共働き家庭で母親がいつも留守がちの子供は、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">いつも母親がいて裕福なお金持ちの子供を羨みますが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">お金持ちの子供は母親の干渉と囲い込みによる規制が</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">多いので<b>自由に遊んでいる友人が羨ましくなり</b>がちです。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">人間とはいつも他者と比較し何かしらの不満を捜し見つけては、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">自分の背負った傷を嘆き劣等感として抱え生きているものです。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">このような考え方のあり地獄から抜け出す方法は、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">青い芝生は努力して手入れをした結果と認め </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>自分も芝生の手入れをして青い芝生にする</b>しかない</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">のですが、努力しない人ほど他人を羨む傾向が強いと思います。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">努力する人はどのような手入れをしてあのような</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">青い芝生にした</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">のか? を考え調べて試行錯誤</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">を重ねますので、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その時点で羨む気持ちから抜け出し前に進んでいます。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私は基本的に<b>人間社会において傷のない家庭も人もない</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">と思っていて、天皇陛下の家庭にも傷があるように</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">人は誰でも</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">劣等感やトラウマを背負って生きていると思います。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">犯罪者などは顔に傷があるので見えますが、私のように脛や</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">背中に傷がある劣等感は服を着ているから<strong>見えないだけで、</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>傷を背負わずに生きている人はいない</strong>のです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">一般的には親の七光りを羨ましがるものですが、逆に</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">親が立派だったり有名だったりする人の子供は<b>親の威光が</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>逆に重荷になっている</b>もので、何事においても</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">自分自身の力で</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">成し遂げたという確信を持てず、</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">実は親の影に怯えている人が</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">多いものです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">日本の高度成長時に大企業へ躍進したホンダやパナソニックの</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">創業者は二人共に中学卒でしたので、丁稚奉公のような町工場に</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">就職し身に付けた技術を駆使・応用して企業化したのですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その<b>苦労の中で人の気持ちを理解する社会性と</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>知恵を</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>身に</b></span><b><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">付け、</span></b><b><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">画一的な教育に染まらなかったから得られた</span></b>
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<b><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">独創性を</span></b><b><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">発揮</span></b><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">できた部分もあったと思います。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">もし二人が豊かな家に生まれ高度な教育を受けていたら、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その時代の有名企業に就職したり官僚になっていたのでは? </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">と私は考えてしまうのです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>家庭的に恵まれなかったことが独自で道を切り開く</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>以外に</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>道がなく</b>、渋沢栄一も似たような境遇の中でもいじけずに</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">信義を</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">重んじた生き方が幸運を呼び寄せたのだと思います。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">いつの時代も高等教育を受けた人は、まるで落下傘で</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">降下するようにその時代の安定した収入を得られる企業や官庁へ</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">進む傾向があるもので、何か偉業を成し遂げたような人達は、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">まるで『窮鼠猫を噛む』の言葉のように<b>追い詰められた壁を</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>突破する以外に道がなかった</b>ことが火事場の馬鹿力を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">生んでいた</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">部分もあったのでは? と私は思っています。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私が中小企業の経営者の人達を沢山見てきて思うことは、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>人の心を動かすことに長けている人は人並み以上の</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>苦労をした知恵者が上手</b>で、教育で知識を身に付けた人達を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">人格で圧倒するような大きな器を持っています。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">そのような人達は勿論独学で多くの勉強もしておりますが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">壁を突破する為に自らの意志で勉強して得た<b>全ての知識と、</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>下働き時代の苦労の経験で得た知恵を駆使し教養として</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>血肉化している</b>ことを感じさせられます。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">官僚的という言葉がありますが、知識を身に付けた頭の良い人は</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ある一定の枠から逸脱できない常識に囚われがちですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>知恵を身に付け教養に高めた人は常識を疑う所から</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>出発</b>しますので、様々な壁を突破する方法においても</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">独創的な思考ができます。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">有能な経営者に多いのは、<strong>常識破りの方向を立案し指示する</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>のですが</strong><b>『自分にできないことを平気で部下に命令』</b>する</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">サイコパス傾向があり、方向性を指示されたことに応えることには</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">知識を身に付けた頭の良い人が力を発揮するので、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>知識のある人は知恵のある者に使われ</strong>て力を発揮し</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">役に立つように</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">できていると私は思っております。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私はどちらが偉いなどと思っておらず、人間は自分に相応しい</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">場所で社会の役に立つことに意味があり、人を使って</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">自分が偉いなどと思っているような人には知恵も教養もなく、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">本当に偉い人は給料を払っている人達の<b>協力に心から感謝し</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>自分の夢への協力者だと思っている</b>ものです。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">昔の言葉で『初代が創業し二代目で傾き三代目で潰れる』</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">というのがありますが、時代の流れが速い昨今は三代続くのも</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">難しくなっております。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">この言葉のような結果になるのは、後継者が<strong>初代創業者のように</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>従業員や取引先を協力者と思い感謝せず大切にしない</strong>からで、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">如何に人材を大切にすべきか? がこの言葉の背景には</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">含まれておりますが、潰れる会社の優先順位は逆転していて</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">従業員は三番目で給料を払ってやっている・仕入先は二番目で</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">買ってやっている・そして一番目がお金をくれるお客様という</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>拝金主義</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>の経営者がトップに居座って</strong>いるからです。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">武田信玄の<b>『人は石垣、人は城』</b>の言葉も</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>言うは易し行なうは難し</b>で、信玄の死後の敗戦が物語っている</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ように上に立つ者の人間力というものは戦略だけでなく、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その人への信頼感が部下の家族をも含めた様々な人達の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">忠誠心が心意気として多大に反映されているからです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">信玄は自分の父を殺害しておりますが、この家庭内の傷による</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">葛藤が信玄を成熟した人間にしたのでは? と私は思っており、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">偉人と凡人の違うところは<b>自分の傷を教訓にして他者への</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>配慮に</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>繋げられるか?</b> その傷を悔やみ僻んでいるところから</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">抜け出せないか? が大きな違いになっているのだと思います。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>『魚は頭から腐る』</b>という言葉が物語るように組織の頭が腐ることが</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">衰退の元凶で、大企業に鬱病や自殺者が多いのは</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">組織の頭の腐敗が組織全体に伝染しているからですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">鬱病や自殺に追い込まれるような状況でも組織にしがみつき</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">離脱できない</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">人達が多い矛盾をいつも私は感じております。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">このような報道に触れるたびに私はマックス・ウエーバーの</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>『嫌なことを我慢してまでお金が欲しいというのは、</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>人間の欲望としては変態ではないか』</b>という言葉を思い出す</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">のですが、会社や生活の為の前に何故<strong>自分自身のことを</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>大切にできないのか?</strong> という疑問を持ちます。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">それは日本人独特の社会的な同調圧力に弱いためで、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">最近の傾向である他者にどう思われるか? を</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">意識し</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">過ぎる事と、現代人は生活においても短期的な</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">利益や利得を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">追うことに目を奪われていて、</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">精神的な余裕がなくなっているから</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ではないか? という気がしています。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">そんな現代人に近頃特に欠けているものが</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>メタ認知能力(自分自身を客観的に見つめる)</b>のような気がして</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">おり、傷のない家庭も傷のない人もいないと自覚し、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">短期的な利得より<strong>長期的な利得である自分自身の幸せを</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>得る</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ためにも</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">メタ認知能力を上げることを心掛けることです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">裕福でも貧乏でも心の傷や劣等感などを乗り越える方策は</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">自分の心の持ち方にしかなく、まず<strong>生まれる場所は選べない</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>ので</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>自分に問題があるわけではない</strong>と思うことです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">立派な親の家に生まれたらその立場を利用して生きることを</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">恥じる必要はないと思うことで、その考えが定着すると自然と</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>自分の色が滲み出てきて親の影への怯えは克服</strong>できます。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">貧しい家に生まれたら僻み落ち込むことより、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">『どう生きれば抜け出せるか?』を考える方が道も開けて</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">挑戦すること自体が楽しくなると思います。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">劣等感なども指摘されたら<strong>『そうなんだよね』と認める</strong>ことの方が</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">長期的には楽になりますし、何事も認め受け入れるところから</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">始めない</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">と修正はできないと思います。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">また欠点は裏返すと長所でもあると言われますが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">努力する能力は脳科学的には<strong>先天的な脳の構造的な違い</strong>と</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">判っており、</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">努力できる人は脳の線条体と腹内側部の報酬系が</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">活発に働く</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ので頑張れるのですが、努力できない人は</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">この部分が鈍くて<strong>島皮質という</strong></span><strong><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">損得勘定を考える部分が</span></strong>
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<strong><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">活発なのでコツコツ努力する</span></strong><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>ことが無駄</strong>に思うからですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">反対に</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>要領よく物事を運</b></span><b><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ぶ長所が</span></b><b><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">備わって</span></b><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">います。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">エジソンの有名な言葉『天才とは一%のひらめきと九十九%の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">努力である』なども解釈の間違いで、<b>エジソンの真意は</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>『一%のひらめきがなければ九十九%の努力も無駄である』</b>で、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">努力などはその人が報われると思える物事に注ぐべきものです。 </span>
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容姿への劣等感なども、<b>容姿は必ず劣化しますが人柄は</b></span>
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  長期的に磨くこと</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><b>が</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><b>できる</b>のに、一般的に長期的には劣化する</span>
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容姿に努力</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">を払っている人が多く、継続して</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">磨くべきものが</span>
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間違っていると思います。 </span>
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昔私が精神的・肉体的・金銭的に追いつめれていた頃、</span>
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自我をむき出しにして妻を傷つけた時</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">、妻が当然怒るだろうと</span>
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予期していたら妻が</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">怒りを抑え私を労わってくれたことが</span>
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ありましたが、そんな時に人は</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">容姿を越えて好きになるものです。 </span>
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またそのような対応ができると年齢と共に劣化するはずの容姿が、</span>
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逆に穏やかさや優しさに深みが増した良い顔になると思います。 </span>
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傷のない人はなく、その傷を受け入れ<b>修正する意識のある人と</b></span>
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  ない人では『運』の向きが正反対にもなる</b>ものです。</span>
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他者の喜びや幸せを心から自分の喜びとすることができる</span>
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ようになると、<b>自分の脳内にも快楽物質ドーパミンが出る</b></span>
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  善循環が起こるので協力者も自然と増える</b>と思います。</span>
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『従僕の目に英雄なし』という言葉がありますが、英雄や偉人も</span>
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身近に使える者から見れば人間的な欠点に満ちた嫌な奴という</span>
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意味と、もうひとつ従僕から見れば自分同様か? </span>
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自分以下の人格ではないか? という<strong>醜い見方しか従僕は</strong></span>
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  できない</strong>という</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">二つの解釈があります。 </span>
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 後者の解釈は人間は誰でも<strong>自分の尺度でしか人を見られない</strong>と</span>
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人間の判断基準が</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">個人個人によって全て違うのはその為で、</span>
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何事も全て<strong>見方によって</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><strong>蔑む傷にも羨む対象にも見える</strong>と</span>
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思えば、社会や人の評価を気にせず意外に楽に生きられま</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">す。   </span>
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私の白い一日と音楽。
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私にとって音楽は無くてはならないもので、十八歳で親元を離れ</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">単身生活になってから今まで<b>心を癒し励まし奮い立たせてくれた</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>心の栄養</b>みたいなもので、自分で収入を得るようになってからは</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">オーディオ機器を揃え</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">好きな音楽を聞き始めてからは</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私の最大の楽しみになりました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">今でも捨てられない赤井電機のオープンリールに吉田拓郎の曲を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">入れ音質の良さに興奮したのは忘れられず、五十年以上の歳月を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">経てもその頃に部屋で酔いしれ興奮したのを想い出すほどです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">自営業になってからは店内で一日中聞けるので、音楽のジャンル</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">が自然に広がりクラッシックやジャズなど自分でも予想もして</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">いなかった</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">音楽へと発展しました。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">アルバム数は六百五十枚以上にもなりましたが、ほとんどは</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">情報図書館から<strong>一枚ずつ借りてきてパソコンに</strong></span><strong><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">取り込み</span></strong>
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<strong><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">クラッシク・ジャズ・軽音楽・歌謡曲・Jポップ・洋楽に分けて</span></strong>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>編集しUSBに取り込んで</strong>聴いています。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">音楽とは<b>音を楽しむ</b>と書きますが、歌などはメロディーだけでなく</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">歌詞に共感するものもあり、クラッシックやジャズなどは</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">胸が締め付けられたり胸が躍るような官能感覚があったりして、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">何か不思議に<b>血が騒ぐような感覚の中に今を生きていることを</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>実感させられ癒され</b>ます。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">妻がいる頃は店でも車でも音楽漬けなのにと言われ、家で流すと</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">怒られるので自制しておりましたが、妻を亡くしてからは</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">居間だけでなく寂しさを紛らわすため寝室にもミニコンポを置き</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ほぼ一日中聞いています。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">妻が元気な頃の居間は妻の主戦場なので、侵略すると無益な戦に</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">繋がると思い我慢していたのですが、その大きな理由は</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>人を愛するということは、</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>ある意味自分の我が儘な自由を失い</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>不自由になる</b>ことでも</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">あると思っていたからです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その代わりに毎日の生活をサポートしてくれ寂しさを癒し</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">共に</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">歩んでくれた中で、妻も私への我慢で不自由な思いは</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">必ずして</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">いたと思いましたので、お互いの自由を侵略しない心掛けは</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">長い結婚生活を維持して行く秘訣でもあり、このような相手へ敬意を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">お互いに払うことを持続して行くことが、夫婦という男女関係を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">越えた<b>人生のかけがえのない同士のような存在に繋がった</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ような気がしております。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">今の私の生活は妻がいた時の生活とは自由と不自由が完全に</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">入れ替わっておりますが、時々娘が大学生活に旅立つ時に</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">言った</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>『自由ほど不自由なことはない』</b>という言葉を、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">一人になって身に</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">沁みながら妻を</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">想い出しています。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">今の私がテレビを見るのは朝と夕食を食べる時と歯磨きの時</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">だけですが、そのほとんどが映画などを録画しCMを飛ばして</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">見ており、ニュ<span lang="EN-US" xml:lang="EN-US">-</span>スは要約して見られるBS・ニュースと</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">日曜の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">週間ニュースだけで済ませております。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ひとり身になってからはこんな生活なので世情に疎くなり、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">事件や事故などはお客様との会話で知ることも多いので、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">詳しく知りたい事柄はパソコンや新しいテレビのユーチューブで</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">検索し</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">調べるようになりました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">一般的に<strong>ニュースとは災害や事故・事件や紛争・戦争など</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>不快なものが多い</strong>ので、ひとり身になってからは無意識に</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">避け最小限になったのだと思います。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私がひとり身になってから一番気をつけていることは、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">娘や婿殿に<b>なるべく迷惑をかけずに幕を引く事</b>と思っており</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ますので、仕事を続け家の中も綺麗にするように心掛けて</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">来ましたが、病後は何事にも時間がかかるように</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">なりましたので</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">怪我をしないように朝などは余裕を持って</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">起きております。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">十時開店の三時間前に起きて、辛いリハビリを紛らわすために</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">Jポップ・演歌・洋楽などの歌声が入る音楽をかけ四十分ほど</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">行ってから洗顔を済ませ台所に立ちます。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">まず居間のコンポでクラシックをかけてリンゴを一口サイズに</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">切り分け口にしながら、</span><span style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif; font-size: 14pt;">朝はがっつり食べる</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><span style="font-size: 14pt;">ように心掛け</span></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">コーヒー・</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">肉野菜炒め・ピザ風トースト・</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">玉子焼き・生野菜の</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">盛り</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">合わせを用意し、</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ここまでで</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">リハビリを入れ約二時間を要します。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">食べ始める九時頃にテレビをつけ世情をウオッチングし、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">朝食後は一日五~六本吸うタバコに火をつけトイレで一服する</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">のですが、</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">一度店を開けたら自由が効かない身ですので</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">この一服の時間が</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">無心になれる<b>私にとっては至福の時</b>です。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">何事も矛盾が真理と思う私は、<b>身体に良いことはばかりでは</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>心に悪く、心に良いことばかりでは身体に悪く潤いがない</b>と</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">思っており、少し身体に害のある楽しみや少し邪悪な遊びの</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">楽しみも必要で、<b>どちらかに極端に傾き過ぎると心や身体が</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>破綻するのでは?</b> と都合よく考えております。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">最後に洗い物を済ませ台所を綺麗にして仏壇の妻に挨拶をし</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">玄関で必ず<b>『行って来ます』</b>と言うのは妻がいるつもりで</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">過ごしたいからで、</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">帰宅時も<b>『お母さんただいま』</b>と言うのも習慣で、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">仏壇に行き一日の良いことも悪いことも報告してから</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">夕方は</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ジャズをかけて買物の整理やかたずけをします。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その後落ち着いたら夜のリハビリですが、一時間半ほどの</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>苦行なので少し乗りの良い音楽なしではできず</strong>、まだ痺れが残る</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">足首のリハビリは四十分かけて入念にします。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">こんな生活が出来るのも娘と婿殿の夕食の差し入れの</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">お陰ですが、退院後から一年半もお世話になっているので</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">心苦しく早期の自立を目指して励んでいます。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">リハビリを続けて思うことは、<b>努力の効果が目に見える結果に</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>繋がるのは三ヵ月後</b>で、頑張っているときはただ苦しく</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">辛いだけ</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ですが後遺症を残さないための継続</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">です。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">『継続は力』という言葉がありますが、快楽とは違い全ての物事は</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">頑張っているときは苦しく辛いだけですが、苦しさや辛さを</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">乗り越え達成したときの喜びは快楽とは全く別の充実感で、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>頑張った自分を確認できた時に自信を生んで</b>います。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">快楽は刹那的ですが努力が生む自信は生きる勇気と未来への</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">希望に繋がるもので、一般的に努力しない人は他者を過大評価し</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">自らを過小評価して諦めが早いから継続できないのです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私は偉大な業績を成し遂げた偉人も凡人も本質的には大差ない</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">と思っており、偉大な人は<b>目標を持ち努力による小さな差の</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>積み重ねを五年・</b></span><b><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Segoe UI Symbol'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Segoe UI Symbol'; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Segoe UI Symbol';">十</span></b><b><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">年と毎日継続して大きな差になっている</span></b>
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<b><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">だけ</span></b><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">だと私は思っております。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">またその努力の方向が時代の流れと合致すると世界企業にまで</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">発展したり歴史的な発見や発明になったりするのですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その時代の流れとの合致や発見・発明も<b>努力によって</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>引き寄せた偶然に近い必然があった</b>と思っております。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">そしてもうひとつ幸運を運ぶ大切な要素が人間性で、<b>なぜか?</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>この人に協力したいと他者に思わせるような魅力がある</b>こと</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ですが、それはその人の生き方の姿勢の中から発せられる</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">皮膚感覚で感じられるもののような気がします。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">それは知識の量や地位などではなく、その人の<b>努力への姿勢や</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>深い思いやりのある他者への配慮などの利他的なもの</b>が</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">生み出しているもので、</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その人と会話しているだけ</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">でも感じる</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">爽やかさや楽しさのような<b>極めて情緒的なもの</b>だと思います。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">リハビリ後の夕食は毎日ビールを欠かさず映画を見ながら</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ゆっくり食べるやはり至福の時で、お茶を飲み歯磨きを始める</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">頃</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">まで</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">一時間半ほど楽しみます。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">最近は後片付けや掃除・洗濯など全てが終わると寝る前に</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ピアノの</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">練習をしますが、<b>ピアノの音で気持ちが安らぐのか? </b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>心地良い疲れで入眠し熟睡できる</b>のと、成果も楽しみで悲壮が</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">何とかできるようになったので、</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">今は六曲目ブラームスの</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ハンガリー舞曲に夢中です。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">婿殿に正規の楽譜で演奏してもらい感動してから、電子ピアノの</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">中に<strong>簡略にアレンジ</strong>したものがあったので挑戦していますが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私には<strong>生半可なものではなく新たな暇つぶし</strong>が出来ました。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">BS・NHKの街角・空港ピアノという番組を録画して見るのですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">独学で演奏しているという人を見ると勇気をもらえるだけでなく、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私のように音楽に癒され救われるというコメントも共感できるので、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">欠かせない番組になっています。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">月二回の定休日は妻と過ごしたように夏はパークゴルフに行き</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">リハビリになるので約五時間一人で廻り先日は百六十四ホール</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>ひたすらボールを追いバーディを目標</strong>に歩き続けました。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">翌日は関節・筋肉痛で大変ですが、この痛みを修復</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">している</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">時</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">に実は成長ホルモンが大量に出ており、米国のセレブ達は</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">この高額な若返り成長ホルモンを</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>注射して</strong>いますが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>私のは五百円で楽しんで得られる</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>若返り成長ホルモン</strong>です。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">冬の定休日は妻とカラオケに行っていたので一人で二時間ほど</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">歌い続けますが、</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>九十点以上を目標</strong>にして声を出し肺と</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">横隔膜を使い続けますが、病気で喉に穴を開けてから声量が</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">落ちたので回復を意識してのことと、声を出すことは</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ストレス解消</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">にも繋がってい</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ると思っています。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">この二つを一人で行っても、妻と交わした何気ない会話を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">いつも想い出すので全く寂しくなく、ひとりの方がコロナ感染で</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">孫達に</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">迷惑をかける危険も回避できるので安心です。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">しかし流石の私でも一人で行けない所がデパートや</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">アウトレットで、</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">妻が喜んだのでよく連れて行ったのですが</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>目的もなく一人で彷徨うことを想像するだけで虚しくなる</b><strong>のと、</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>家族連れが多いため一人身を実感させられる</strong>からで、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">多分これからもずーっとひとりでは無理だと思います。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">妻を亡くしてから半年ほどは朝までほとんど眠れぬ夜を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">過ごしていたのですが、<b>眠ろうとすること自体がストレス</b>なので</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">好きな音楽を聴いているうちに眠るだろうと思いミニコンポを</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">買い聞いていたのですが、ある時ご主人を亡くしたお客様が</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">吉田拓郎が好きで眠れない夜に聞いていると話したので、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私も好きですと言ったら</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">手持ちのCDをコピーし届けてくれました。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その中の</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">『白夜』</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">という曲を深夜聞いた時に、</span>
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<strong><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">妻を失った私の心境にピッタリだった</span></strong><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ので、以後床に入ると</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">必ず</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">この曲を</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">聴いてから眠るのが習慣になり、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">もう五年半も</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">必ず聞いてから</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">眠ることを続けております。  </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">特に太字にした歌詞の部分には共感する毎日で、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私の人生における<b>一番目と二番目の大切な暇つぶし相手</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>だった</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>妻と娘を支える張りを失い、私の人生の幕引きの時期</b>と</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">思うようになっていたからです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">就寝前には一日の終わりを実感しながら</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">タバコを吸い牛乳を飲み</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">終わると仏壇の妻におやすみの</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">挨拶をして、ぽっかり穴の開いた</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私の白い一日が終わります。 以下がその歌詞です。</span>
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<em><span style="font-size: 14px;">『白夜』作詞・松本隆 作曲・吉田拓郎</span></em>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">風が凪いだ空に 旗は動かないし</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">客が降りた汽車は 鎖に繋がれる</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">映画館の椅子を 掃除してる女</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">駅のベンチの上 酔っ払いの寝息</span>
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<b><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">みんなみんな終わっちまった</span></b>
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<b><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">みんなみんな終わっちまった</span></b>
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<b><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">やっぱり君も帰っちまった</span></b>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">今夜はとっても白いよ</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">閉じた店の窓に厚い布が張られ</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">人のいない路地を 風が渡り歩く</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">自由だった街の 祭り騒ぎ失せて</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">赤や青の信号 虚しさだけ照らす</span>
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<strong><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">みんなみんな終わっちまった</span></strong>
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<strong><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">みんなみんな終わっちまった</span></strong>
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<b><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">時代と共に去っちまった</span></b>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">今夜はとっても白いよ</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">世代なんか嘘さ 夢と笑えホロ苦い若さ</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">みんな何処に消えた 旧い親しい友よ</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ゆうべ見た夕日 赤いトンボたちよ</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">星は巡り今夜 白い闇の夜だ</span>
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<strong><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">みんなみんな終わっちまった</span></strong>
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<strong><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">みんなみんな終わっちまった</span></strong>
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<b><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">立ち尽くす僕を置き去りにして</span></b>
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  <span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">今夜はとっても白いよ</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">この歌が車で流れると、私の心境など知らない孫達は</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">サビの部分を大声で歌ってくれますが、妻への</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">追悼歌みたいな</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ものですのできっと妻も喜んで聞いていると思っています。</span>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">無邪気な孫達とたくさん遊んだ日は、心の穴も少し小さくなった</span></span>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">ように感じられ、まるで</span></span><strong><span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">色鉛筆で塗られた</span></span><span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">塗り絵</span></span><span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">のように</span></span></strong>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;"><strong>色褪せた私の白い一日が色付いた</strong>ような気持ちになり</span></span><span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">ます。</span></span>
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お金の使い方。
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">買物に出てレジの会計を待っていると、最近はカードで支払う人が</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">多くなったのを実感しますが、私は親のその買物行為を見て育った</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>子供達の金銭感覚が成長過程でどのように身に付けられるのか?</strong> 少し心配になります。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">昔はお年玉や街のお祭りにお小遣いを貰い、駄菓子屋に行き</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その金額の範囲で自分の欲しい物を工夫し選んでいる時に、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">自分の</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">所有するお金の使える範囲である<b>『入るを持って出るを</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>制する』</b>事を無意識に学んでいたような気がするからです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">今の状態を子供</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">目線で考えると<b>『どこでも何でも買える魔法の</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>カード』に見えるのではないか?</b> と私には想像され、果たして</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">どのようにして金銭感覚を身に付け生活の維持を計って行くのか? が老婆心から心配になるのです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">人間はなまじ収入が有ると奔放な買い物生活をしがちで、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">年収一千万以上の人達は預貯金が少なく、年収六百万以下の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">人達の方が断然に預貯金が多いのも、やはり<b>限りあるお金への</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>認識を持つ</b>ことが『入るを持って出るを制する』ことを学んでいる</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">からだと思います。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">カードで買物をしてもスマホの家計簿アプリで金銭管理をしている</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">人もいるのですが、どうしてもどんぶり勘定になりがちな人が</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">多いのでは? と私自身の経験から推察してしまいます。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">物とお金のやり取りの中で果たしている頭の中の計算は</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">実は<b>欲望と制御の葛藤をしている場</b>ですので、成長過程の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">子供時代に経験すべき大切な事と私は思うのです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">子供時代の私は物に飢えていたので、お小遣いを貰うと制御できず、いつもアッという間に使い果たしていつも怒られておりました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">この抑えきれない飢えの経験から学んで働くようになってからは、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">自分が<b>本質的に持っている欲望の飢えを一度満たし解消して</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>からでないと本当に持続できる制御などできない</b>と思ったので、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">当時としては贅沢な車に乗り・仕立て背広を着て・美味しい物を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">食べ漁っていたので貯金などない独身生活で、給料日前の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">財布は常にカラッポ状態になる程で、物欲の飢えをひたすら</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">満たし続けていました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">当時は高度成長で給料は毎年上昇しており、独身で会社の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">寮生活でしたので財布は空でも朝夕食には困らず、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">昼食はツケが効く定食屋があったので妻と結婚する迄の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私の貯金は驚くほど少額でした。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">しかし内心ではこんな生活は長く続かないと思っていたので、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">結婚した時から妻に給料を全額渡し小遣いを貰う生活に</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">した</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">のですが、妻との生活で満たされ<b>精神的な飢えが</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>満たされた</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>せいなのか? </b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>物欲が減少</b>し始めました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">振り返って思うのですが、自我の強い私が自我を抑制する</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">傾向の強い妻との生活の中で、<b>私</b></span><b><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">の情緒が安定し始めたことが</span></b>
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<b><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">一番の要素</span></b><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">で、子供が母親の愛に飢え満たされない反動で駄々</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">をこねていたような精神状態を物欲で消化していたのだと思います。 私が沢山の人達の生き方を見てきて、お金の使い方には</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">このような内面の人間性が反映されていると思います。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">いくら高額な収入を得ても信頼できる絆を自覚できるような人を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">持てない人は、無自覚な不安と不満による衝動買いの波に呑まれ</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>刹那的な消費による物欲の満足を求め続ける</b>ような気がします。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">前に書いた邪悪さの克服も『悪い事を知って悪い事をしない</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">人間になる』のと同様に、お金の正しい使い方も間違った使い方を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">して失敗しないと本当に正しい<b>お金の価値を生かした使い方は</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>身に付かないのでは? </b>と思い至りました。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私は時折孫達二人だけでコンビニや近くのスーパーに好きな</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">お菓子などを買いに行かせますが、店員さんとの会話の練習を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">してから行かせて私は外で待っているのですが、最近は上手く</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">出来て自信をつけていますが<b>もう少し成長したら五百円で</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>買えるだけ買っていいよ</b>と告げ、頭の計算と欲望の制御の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">葛藤をさせたいと思っています。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">娘を育てる時もいつもこのような事を意識していましたが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">特に高校生頃からお金の使い方を勉強させるために決して</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">干渉するような<strong>囲い込みを慎み</strong>、<b>退路を絶って追い込む</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>ことを</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>避け失敗への逃げ道を用意してあげる</b>ように</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">心掛けていました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">洋服の買物などもお金を与え自分で選ばせ節約分は</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">娘の小遣いとして与える中で、着合わせまで考慮できない沢山の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">失敗から</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">学ぶことが社会人になる頃に生きると思っていました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">大学受験の時には、受験料の振込みや受験のための日程から</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">旅行会社との交渉も全て娘自身にさせ、その支払いも全額を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">娘に現金で渡して振込みも旅行会社への支払いも</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">全て</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">娘自身にさせました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">最初は不安そうでしたが、このことで<b>受験によってどれほどの</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>お金がかかるのか? が一番の学習</b>で、このような一連の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">経験から受験への覚悟を知ったのか? ホテルは乾燥するので</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">風邪対策に寝る時には濡れタオルを何枚か掛けて寝るなど、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">全ての物事を自分で予測して対策を考えるようになりました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">しかしこれまでもその後も金銭的な失敗は沢山ありましたが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">若いうちの失敗のほうが怪我の<strong>傷は浅い</strong>ので責めることは慎み</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>『またひとつ失敗から学び利口になったね』と褒める</b>ように</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">努め、同じ失敗を重ねた時は学んでないね! と軽くあざ笑い</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">やり過ごしていました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私は<b>何事も矛盾にこそ真理がある</b>と思っていて、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">お金も放蕩と節約の両方を経験することこそが真のお金への</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">理解に繋がると思っているのですが、いつかテレビで</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">明石家さんまが急速に成り上がった若手芸人の贅沢放題の話を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">聞き<b>『今のうちに調子に乗っとけ』と</b>言ったのが真理を突いた</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">深い含蓄のある言葉と思ったことがありました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">人生は一度きりで山もあれば谷もあり、どちらの景色も見られた</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">だけで幸せな事と思うことができると、後の人生で落ちぶれても</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">意外と僻まず生きて行けます。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">成り上がり放蕩を続けても学べない人は谷を知らないからで、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">一般には谷を知らない人を幸運のように思いますが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私はそのような人は明石家さんまのような助言もできない</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">未成熟な人だと思いますので、きっと<b>人間的な繋がりに</b></span><b><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">おいては</span></b>
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<b><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">寂しい人生を歩むのではないか?</span></b><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"> と思っています。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">お金においても人間関係においても様々な葛藤を通じて</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">人間は少しずつ成熟して行くもので、お金の使い方には</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">弱き者や恵まれない人への心遣いができるという<strong>人間としての</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>成熟度が必ず表出している</strong>と私は思っています。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私も結婚し子供を持ち責任が増加するにつれてお金の大切さと</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">我慢を学びましたが、自分自身の欲望を抑えても妻や娘の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">欲しい物を与える喜びは自己満足でしたが、<b>自分自身が</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>そのようにできたのは調子に乗れると時に調子に乗った</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>記憶が実感としてあった</b>からだと思います。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">お金の使い方で大切なことは<strong>長期的な視点で俯瞰した使用</strong>を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">考える事の例ですが、娘が大学受験</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">の三ヵ月前に小論文で</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">行き詰まり</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">泣いていると妻に呼ばれた時、仕事をしていた</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">夜の十一時頃</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">でしたので</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">『小論文の参考書を持ってきて、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">明日の学校に</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">備え寝なさい』</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">と告げ寝かせました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その後夜の仕事を止めて妻も寝かせ、私は朝まで二~三冊の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">参考書全てを読み翌日店を開けてから一番良いと思った</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">樋口裕一氏著の出版社に電話をして著者の連絡先を聞きました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">事情を告げると<strong>樋口氏は白藍塾という小論文教室</strong>を開設している</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">からと塾の電話番号を教えてくれたので、電話し事情を言うと</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">樋口氏本人が出て<strong>『残り三ヵ月では無理で有名大学受験の</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>子供は高校生になると始めている』</strong>と言われました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">無理を承知でお願いしたら慶応対応の課題資料と添削三回で</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">十六万円ならと承諾してくれたので、その日に帰宅した娘に</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">『やってみるかい』と言うと『そんなにお金がかかるの?』と</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">遠慮したので、あなたは中学・高校も塾には行っておらず</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>『落ちて浪人するより安いのでは』</b>と言ったら喜び了承しました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">届いた資料で勉強し一回目の赤ペン添削が届き読んだ後に</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私の所に来て『すごいよ、これで受かる』と言うので、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私も添削内容を読み感心させられました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>たった三回の添削で十六万円の価値判断</b>は人それぞれですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私は単純に考えて浪人して再度受験する費用のことを思えば</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">安いと思っていました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">娘が大学を卒業し何年か後に樋口氏が講演で札幌に訪れ</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">娘のホテルに来た時に上司が娘の話をしたら、娘を覚えていて</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">会いたいと呼ばれた時には三回の添削内容と娘が受験した時の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">小論文の課題内容までも覚えていたそうです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">一般的に人は無形のものへの価値より贅沢品などへの消費に</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">価値を置きがちですが、私は嬉しいとか楽しいとかのような</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>達成感を伴う無形の心を豊かにするものへの価値を優先</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">すべきと</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">いつも思っています。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私自身は有名大学合格が未来の保証になるとは思っておらず、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">目標を持って達成する中で得たものが未来の生きる力に</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">繋がると</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">思っており、何でもいいから娘が元気で楽しそうに</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">暮してくれる</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ことが</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私と妻の喜びで幸せだと今でも思っています。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">最近は企業も個人も短期的な利益を求める傾向がありますが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>目の前の少しのお金を惜しんで後悔するほどの損に繋がった</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>経験</b>は誰でもきっとあると思います。</span>
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 幼少期からある程度物欲を満たしたという喜びの記憶があると</b></span>
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 以後の衝動に耐えられます</b>し、親や誰かの愛情に満たされた</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> という確かな記憶がある人は僻みや妬みの感情が少なくなるのは、</span>
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 領域が満たされていると、卑しい醜い行動を抑制できる</b>こと</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">に</span>
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 しているか?</b> <strong>が人間性を現しており</strong>、その人間性こそが</span>
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<strong><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> お金がどのようにして入っているのか?</span></strong><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> を楽しみながら</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> 皮膚感覚で</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">身に付けて欲しいとの思いからです。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> 生きるための大切な手段としての<strong>お金の出入りを学ぶことは、</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <strong>どのように使うのか?</strong> に通じているような気がしていま</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: JA; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">す。</span>
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私のように老いて欲望が減少して思うことは、社会的相対評価</span>
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遠藤周作の生活ではなく人生を!
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">少し長いブログになりますが、遠藤周作氏の未発表原稿である</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>『影に対して』</strong>が二十五年ぶりに発見され発刊されましたことに</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">触れて書いてみたいと思います。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私は小説をほとんど読まないのですが、エッセイなどで遠藤氏が</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">口癖のように<b>『生活ではなく人生を』</b>と言っており、NHK・BSの</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">特集番組『封印された原稿』を見つけたので録画し見ました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私は人間とは何者なのか? に興味があるので、読む本は心理学・</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">歴史人物・思想・科学と偏っているのですが、遠藤氏がこの作品を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">何故封印したのか? その背景と</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">心理を知りたくての録画でした。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">取材から確認できた作品内容は私小説の純文学で、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">書いた時期は</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">遠藤氏デビュー後に肺結核で肋骨七本と</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">片方の肺を取った</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>二年半の闘病生活後</b>のものと判明しました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">主人公は売れない作家になっていますが遠藤氏自身で、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">公務員のような<strong>安定した生活が一番と公言するみみっちい</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>利己主義の父を</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>軽蔑して</strong>育っており、対照的に母は</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>バイオリンに人生をかけた</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>音楽に生きる人</strong>でしたので、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">不和から両親は争いが絶えず</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">子供時代は耳を塞ぎ</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">耐えて</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">過ごしたそうですが、その両親は</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">遠藤氏が十歳の時に離婚しました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その後父はすぐ再婚し遠藤氏は義母と過ごしましたが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">母は貧しいアパート暮らしで</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">遠藤氏が三十歳の時に母の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">孤独死の知らせを受け駆けつけたときに</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">撮った</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">死後の写真が</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">書斎の本に挟まり見つかりましたが、</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">二度と見るのをはばかるほど</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>苦しげに顔が歪んでいた</b>そうです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">遠藤氏の兄は幼少期優秀でしたが、遠藤氏は対照的に劣等生</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">だったので父は兄を可愛がりましたが、母は成績より遠藤氏の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">文章能力を</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">評価し小説家になりなさいと励ましてくれたそうです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">このような経緯の中で<strong>母を見捨て再婚した父の生き方への</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>反逆が</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>憎しみに繋がって父とは疎遠な関係</strong>でした。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ある時軽井沢で弟子の人と散歩中に父・義母とすれ違った</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ときも</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>露骨に顔を背けた</b>そうです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">この小説の中で離婚した母からの手紙として書いているのが</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">遠藤氏の気持ちですが、内容は<b>安定した生活の</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>アスファルトの</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>道は安全だけど振り向き後ろを見ても</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>足跡なんか残っていない</b><strong>、しかし</strong><b>歩きにくいが砂浜の道には</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>足跡がクッキリ残っている</b>、<b>あなたも志の高い足跡を残すような</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>人生を歩んで欲しい</b>と結んであるのです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">安寧な生活をひたすら求め生きた父と、生活ではなく</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">志の高い人生を生きた母を見て育ち、<strong>安寧な生活を求め</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>母を見捨てた</strong>父への憎しみを抱えながら、作家という安寧とは</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">真逆の不安と戦う自由業を選択した<strong>自らを肯定したかったのが</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>肺結核前までの遠藤氏の人生</strong>だったと思います。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">しかし遠藤氏はこの封印された原稿『影に対して』とほぼ同時期に、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">『沈黙』も書き発刊しており、どちらも病気回復後に書かれている</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ことに遠藤氏の</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">心理的な変化が伺い知れます。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">それは約二年半に及ぶ闘病生活の間は作家としての収入もなく、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">文壇からも忘れ去られるのではないか? という生活への不安に</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">襲われたと推察され、軽蔑していた父の求めた<b>安寧な生活の</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>大切さと共に人間が本質的に持つ弱さを味わった経験</b>が</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">『沈黙』と</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">『影に対して』を生んでいたのです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">どちらも<strong>醜いほどの人間の弱さを描いている</strong>のですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">この頃から生活の大切さを思い知り<b>人間の弱さを許す</b>ことの</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">大切さを学び挑んだ作品だったのだと思います。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">しかし『沈黙』はキリシタン布教を描いた小説ですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">『影に対して』はほぼ実体験の私小説ですので生存中の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>父や義母や兄への遠慮</strong>もあったから、清書も済み出版できる</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">原稿だったのですが封印したのだと推量されました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">遠藤氏の長男も出演しており現在はフジテレビジョンの</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">副会長を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">しており、原稿を読み二十五年の経過を経て父や義母も</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">死去しているので、父の作家としての立場を尊重し出版を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">決意したと述べていました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">フジテレビジョン就職時には父からお前は『安全なアスファルトの</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">道を行くが足跡なんか残らないぞ』と言われたそうですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">後年</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">遠藤氏に『アスファルトの道は心地良いですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>お父さんが嗅いだ</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>ことのない</strong><b>排気ガスを吸っています</b>』</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">と言ったら苦笑していたそうです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私も六年ほど東京でトヨタに勤め当時としては給与も良く</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">過ごしましたが、退職した理由は尊敬できない上司の指示に従う</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">という排気ガスを吸うのが嫌で重役に抗議したら、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">一生排気ガスを吸うのが我慢できないとサラリーマンは</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">勤まらないと担当重役に言われ、上司を告発するような<strong>お前は</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>必ずハシゴを外される</strong>、今の年齢のお前になら何か出来ると</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">勧められたことが私の自営業への転身理由だったのです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">この録画番組を見て思ったのは、私も遠藤氏と同様に</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">父を軽蔑して育ち<strong>家族よりも</strong><b>自分の立場を</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>優先する</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif; font-size: 14pt;">父の男としてのあり方を四十歳位まで</b></span><b style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif; font-size: 14pt;">蔑み続けて</b><span style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif; font-size: 14pt;">おりました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私自身も遠藤氏同様に幼少期は成績が悪かったので、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">父の期待もなく扱われておりましたが、私自身への理不尽な</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ことは軽蔑で済み憎しみまでは行きませんでしたが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私が三十八歳頃に</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">今の店舗を持ち一年ほど経過した頃、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">父の自己保身優先の</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">エゴで兄達家族を追い出した時の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">様々な醜い所業には<strong>深い憎しみ</strong>を覚えました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その時に私は兄夫婦に厳しい言葉で改心を迫り、自分達の不徳を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">父に謝罪し許しを請えば援助しますと勧め、兄夫婦が謝罪を決意し</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">実行したのですが父は私への嫉妬もあり平然と見捨てたのです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その後父は私が毎月援助していたお金を断りに来て、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その代わりに私に無理難題を押し付けたのですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その実現には今の店舗の借財の他に千二百万円</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ほどの</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">借財を</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">背負わなければなりませんでしたが了承しました。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">父との沢山の<strong>嫌な記憶は忘れることが一番の薬</strong>なので</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">書きませんが、父は老後の自分の生活の安寧を兄に期待し</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">サラリーマンを辞めさせてまで</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">家業を継がせたのですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">期待に反した</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">兄を見捨て再起の道を閉ざした上に、自分の</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">老後の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">期待を別の子供に乗り換えた所業が</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私には許</span><span style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif; font-size: 14pt;">せませんでした。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私は父に無理難題を受け入れる代わりに、息子からですが</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>『あなたを勘当するので、今後は逢っても他人ですから』</b>と</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">引導を渡しました。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その時も父は醜い言葉を吐きましたが、私はその時に</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">年間総売上の三倍近くの借財を背負いましたので、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">以後<strong>十八年間</strong></span><strong><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">自転車操業が続き</span></strong><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>三度破綻の危機</strong>がありました。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">一般の住宅ローンと違い自営業は潰れるリスクが高いので</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">借財返済期限は</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">長くても十八年なので毎月の支払金額が</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">一般の住宅ローンの</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">倍の月額支払いになるのです。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">大変な時には<strong>取引先への支払いに困り車を売り節約</strong>しましたが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その間の配達なども夏は妻の自転車で、冬はそりに商品を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">乗せて行いましたが若さゆえにできた懐かしい想い出です。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私の危機は親によるものでしたが、その<strong>危機を救ってくれたのは</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>三度とも</strong></span><strong><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">他人の取引銀行の</span></strong><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>支店長達</strong>でしたが、父を勘当した</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">七年後に父がまた子供と問題を</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">起こし</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">転居すると伯父から</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">知らせが</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">あったので、</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">熟慮し父を許す承諾を妻に求めました。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その時まで決して異論を挟まなかった妻が<b>『お父さんがこんなに</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>辛い</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>思いをしてきたのに私は嫌です』</b>と泣きながら訴えたので、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">お母さんが嫌なら明日引越しを手伝いに行かないからと</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">諭し寝たのですが、翌朝寝坊の妻が早起きをして化粧を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">していたので『行っていいの?』と聞くと小さく頷きました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私が父を許す決意をしたのは金銭的・精神的な迷惑にも、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">妻は私の両親の悪口や愚痴を決して言わずに私を信頼してくれ、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">娘と三人の生活が本当に幸せだった事と、人を憎み続ける</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ことは<strong>その憎んだ場所で人生が止まる</strong>との思いが理由でした。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私は妻と結婚してから初めて生まれてきて良かったと思うように</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">なっていたのですが、<strong>許した最大の理由は</strong><b>『あんな父でも、</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>いなかったら私は生まれず妻との生活がなかったから』</b>との</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">思いだったからですが、後日それが嬉しかったと言ってくれ</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ました。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">兄にはその後何度か援助しましたが傷口は深く、</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その後離婚し</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">子供達二人にも見捨てられたことを知り行方だけは? と思い、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">調理師の資格を持ち住む所もない状態だったことから推察し、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">きっと最後にいた旭川から近くの<strong>山奥のホテルか旅館の</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>住み込みで働いているだろう</strong>と思い、定休日に妻と母を遊びに</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">連れて行った温泉で早めにあがって聞き続け、富良野で所在を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">確認しましたが兄に甘え心を起こさせてはと推察し、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ここで情けをかけては駄目と思い会わずに帰宅しました。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私の<strong>兄の不甲斐なさ</strong>や遠藤氏の母がバイオリンに生き</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>妻と母の役割を果たさなかった罪</strong>が二人に有ったとしても、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">自分の立場と生活を優先し家族を裏切るような行為は、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">人間が持つ本質的な弱さをたとえ認めたとしても</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">人として</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">許せない行為だと私は今も思っています。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私の兄の弱さは父にも原因があり、<b>老後の世話を期待し</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>兄には全ての面で甘く育てたことが兄を堪え性なくした</b>のです。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">また人間の繋がりとは利害を超えたものでないと長続きせず、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">当事者の利害が一致している時は良いのですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">利害で結び付いた</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">関係は利害の不一致で必ず破綻します。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">子育ての要諦は『鉄は熱いうちに打て』の言葉通り、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>子供にある程度の葛藤を強いて、じっと見守るだけの</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>薄情の情け</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">を忘れてはいけないことで、甘やかすことは</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">愛情などではなく</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">真の深い愛情とは厳しさが伴う<strong>子供への</strong></span>
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<strong><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">薄情に</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">親が</span></strong><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>耐える</strong>という深い思慮が必要だと思います。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">打たれ強く育てれば人生の岐路で<strong>人としてのやせ我慢が</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>できる</strong>ようになり、苦しいときに逃げずに見栄を張る積み重ねが</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">地力をつけることにも繋がり、弱さを少しずつ克服して</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">しなやかな強さに変え</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">心優しい人間になって行くのです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">醜い自己保身行動を取る人は臆病な犬のように吠え続け</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">威張りますが、実は自分に自信が持てない人で</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>甘やかされ</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>育った</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>不運もある可愛そうな人でもある</strong>のです。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"> </span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">サラリーマンと自営業の両方を経験して不安と闘う度合いは</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"> 自由・自営業だ思いますが、生活への不安と闘い</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">続けた</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"> 十八年間の中で<strong>血の気が引くような不安に怖われた時</strong>には、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"> いつもサミュエルウルマンの『小心さを圧倒する勇気と、易きに</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"> つこうとする心を叱咤する冒険への希求がなければならない』の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"> 言葉を励みにして痩せ我慢を続けました。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"> しかし捨てる神がいれば拾う神もおり、不利な状況でも</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong> 道義的に正しい選択を</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>していると、</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>いつも誰かが見ていて</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong> 認めてくれ</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>手を</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>差し伸べてくれましたし、</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">いつも</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">妻は私の</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"> 一人身になった今は私が病気で約一年も閉店していたのに、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"> まだ社会から必要とされている喜びも私の</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">心強い支えです。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"> 人生において誰もが<b>弱き者や恵まれない者に出会うのですが、</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b> そんな時にこそ人間の本質が溢れ出してくる</b>ような気がします。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"> 私がお世話になった方のシベリア捕虜収容所内の醜い人間の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"> 所業をお聞きした話ですが、日頃偉そうにしていた上官達が</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"> 食料を</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">奪い合う状況を見ていた二等兵の</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">若者が、<strong>上官達を蔑む</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong> ように</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>『可愛そうに』と言って自分は餓死して行った</strong>そうです。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"> ときに取る実際の行動は</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">別な人が多く、特に<strong>利害関係を巡る</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong> ときに自己保身を計るかどうか?</strong> に</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">本性が出ています。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"> 日頃偉そうに話している人が賄賂を貰っていた報道のように</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"> お金持ちほど強欲ですが、誰でも</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">生活に直結するお金が絡んだ</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"> 損得勘定時に</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">人間の本性が</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">剥き出しになって溢れ出るから、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"> 財産相続問題が起こると大概の親族がもめるのです。   </span>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;"> 私は父に対してもそうでしたが、どんな場合においても</span></span>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;"><strong> 相手の欲が垣間見えて、この人と</strong></span></span><span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;"><strong>議論しても無駄と判断したら</strong></span></span>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;"><strong> どんなに損をしても譲る</strong>見栄を張る癖があります。</span></span>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">その理由は</span></span><span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">お金を巡る論理でたとえ私が正しくても、<strong>意地を張る</strong></span></span>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;"><strong>ことが相手と同じ次元に成り下がる</strong>ことに繋がっているからで、</span></span>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">その後の人生にその思いを</span></span><span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">引きずって生きるのが嫌だからです。</span></span>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">譲られた方は<strong>金銭的には得した</strong>ようですが内心では判っており、</span></span>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">長い人生のその後において<strong>人間的な損をする</strong>と思っています。</span></span>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">こんな私の行動が金銭的に余裕があるからと誤解されますが、</span></span>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">ほとんどが父の時と同様に借財を背負って果たして来ており、</span></span>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">妻が心配し『お金は大丈夫なの?』と聞かれたときの答えは</span></span>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;"><strong>『お金は銀行に一杯あるよ』</strong>でした。</span></span>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">お金は妻を口説いた時と同じ熱意で信頼</span></span><span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">を勝ち取れば</span></span>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">手に入るのですが、<strong>返済は本当に長く苦しい道のりでした。</strong></span></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">格差社会が進んで損得勘定が優先される時代ですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私は一時的に利を得るよりも継続して<strong>信</strong>じてくれる協力<strong>者</strong>を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">得た者の方が利が多いから『<strong>儲</strong>ける』という漢字になっている</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">と理解しており、特に仕事は人を相手にするものですので</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>信者</strong>を持てない人の仕事や商いは繁栄しても続かず、たとえ</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">続いてもそこに相互の</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">心豊かな人間関係は存在しないので</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">やはり寂しいものだと</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">思います。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">過去の生き方が信用を生み困窮時に手を差し伸べてくれる</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">人がいる</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">幸運に繋がるように、他人同士の夫婦でも親子より強い</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">絆で結ばれることが家族に<strong>幸</strong>せを<strong>運</strong>び人生を</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">豊かにします。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">お互いを信じ合えない<strong>愛なき夫婦では暗闇の人生</strong>です。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">遠藤氏の祖父が九十歳を過ぎて老人病院にいることが判り、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">気まずさから息子さんを誘い逢いに行き何も言わず祖父の手を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">握り別れた後に、</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ポツリと<b>『もういいんじゃないかな』と漏らした</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>のが</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>相克の和解の言葉</b>でしたと息子さんが述べていました。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">男の人生とは</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">自分に</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">合った</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">スタイルの仕事を見つけるための</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>格闘</strong>と</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">最後に言っていた</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">のですが、その通りだとも思いました。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私は志など高くなくても<strong>『生活の中にも人生はある』</strong>と思っており、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">老いて肉体的な弱者を迎えた時に自分がどう生きたのか?</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">は否応なく回顧させられるもので、人生の数多くの選択の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">正しさも過ちも</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>自分自身を欺くことはできない</strong>と思っております。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">誰の人生にもその人なりの足跡は必ず残っており、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">死後伴侶や子供や孫などに<strong>良くも悪くもその人の人間性が</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>足跡として記憶に残り</strong>、砂浜の足跡が打ち寄せる波で</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">消える</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ように、</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">その記憶を持つ人達が</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">いなくなった時に</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>人間は</strong></span><strong><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">二度目の</span></strong><span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;"><strong>本当の死を迎え足跡が消え去る</strong>と</span></span>
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<span face="MS P明朝, serif" style="font-family: 'MS P明朝', serif;"><span style="font-size: 18.6667px;">私自身は思っております。</span></span>
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人生は堂々巡り。
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">歳を重ねたせいか? 最近ニュース報道を見ていると、人間とは</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">究極的には同じ事を繰り返す堂々巡りをしているのだなあーと</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">思うことが多くなりました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">権力闘争や金儲けに奔走したり恋に狂ったりするのですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">これらは<b>人間の</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>本能として脳幹に組み込まれてしまった</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>生き物としての性</b>なのだと思います。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">しかし私は『人間は考える葦である』と言うように、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">進化の過程で本能すら抑制できる前頭葉が異常に発達した</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">理性的な動物でもあるとも思いたいのですが、戦争も含めて</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">愚かな同じことを</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">繰り返している虚しさを思い知らされます。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">人間の長い歴史のほとんどが殺し合いによる権力闘争ですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">権力を手に入れると一般の人より豊かな生活をできることや、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">優越感や征服感というの自己満足が根幹の動機としてある事と、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">食料やお金の蓄財のように<strong>溜め込み独占・占有できることが</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>人間の限りない欲望の肥大</strong>に繋がっているのです。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">人間以外の動物は</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>生きるため最小限の水と食料</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>だけを求め</strong></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><strong>て</strong></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">テリトリーを</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">守り維持することに最大の違いがあります。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私は三十代頃から現代人は<b>『昔の殿様より豊かな生活をしている』</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">と</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">思うようになり、他者と比較して幸せを測るような衝動や欲望に</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">無意味さを感じながら生きて来ました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">生きる事に意味はないと思っていますが、およそ一億の精子の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">中のひとつが卵子と結び付き誕生したのですから</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">生まれてきただけでも奇跡なので、生きている限り愛する人や</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">社会に必要とされるように過ごしたいと願って</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">精一杯</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">働き</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">続けたいと私は</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">思っております。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ニュースでアメリカや日本のお金持ちが宇宙に行った報道を</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">見て思うことは、</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">高額なお金を<b>自己顕示欲に使うより</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>アフリカなどの後進国にコロナワクチンを贈る</b>ことに使う方が</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">社会から尊敬され意義が有るのではないか? </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">と思ってしまいます。</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">それは昔の権力者や今のお金持ちの所有している財産は、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">庶民や社員の労働によってもたらされたもので、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">自分ひとりの労働によって得たものではないと思うからです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">BSのNHKで<strong>『欲望の資本主義』</strong>という番組が時折</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">放映されますが、資本主義による欲望の限りない肥大化の</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">数々の問題点が経済学者や哲学者への取材で指摘され、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">地球環境も含めた格差の縮小が議論されますが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">自由と平等の</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">視点からあるべき社会と国家のありかたを</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">見聞きするたびに、現在を生きている者が果たすべき</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">未来の人達への</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">責任を</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">考えさせられます。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">人は何を手に入れても死は宿命として待っており、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>私は何を得たか? よりどう生きたか? の方が重要</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">なのではないか? 私は思っていますが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">現代社会では所詮負け犬の遠吠えに過ぎないようです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">私はいつも余裕のない少し不安を抱えた生活の緊張感が</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">大切と思っており</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ますが、それは沢山のお客様の人生を見てきて</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">ある時期から<b>お金は少し足りないくらいの方が懸命に生き</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>幸せに繋がっている</b></span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">のでは? と思うようになったからです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">宇宙旅行も高級車も豪邸も自己顕示欲の象徴みたいなもので、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">世帯主が贅沢をしている姿を見ている家族には</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">贅沢が当然に映りますが、家族のために懸命に働く</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">親の姿から</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">学ぶような絆は弱くなるような気がするからです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">しかし私は人間の欲望や欲求を否定しているのではなく、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">欲望や欲求こそが人間の文明や文化の発展にとって</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">欠かせないものだとも思っていますが、重要なことは</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">何かを手に入れるためにはいつも<b>何かを手放し犠牲にする</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>覚悟が必要</b>ではないか? と言いたいのです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">文明が未発達の頃に人間の力ではどうしようもない事態に</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">遭遇した時に、神への貢物をして祈りを捧げたような</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">土着文化と一緒で、何かを得るためには何かを犠牲にしないと</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">必ず後悔みたいなものが襲ってくると思うのです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">たとえば有名人になりたい欲求で努力して手に入れると、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">何処へ行っても自分がまるで<b>『人寄せパンダ』になったみたいに</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>好奇心の強い人達に囲まれる不自由</b>さが待っています。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">お金を持つとお金目当ての人達が近寄ってきますので、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">果たして誰が自分自身の<b>人間性そのものへの愛着を</b></span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>持ってくれているのか?</b> 見分けが付かなくなります。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">才能なども片寄っている方が方向性は明確になるのですが、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">マルチな才能を持っていると果たしてどの道を選ぶか? </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">で悩み、</span><span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">選択後の道で上手く行かなかった時には</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">後悔したりもすると思います。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">才能などは親指と一緒で長さを失った分だけ力が強いように、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>何かが欠けていることが飛び抜けた才能に繋がっている</b>もの</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">だからです。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">決断はたとえ上手く行かなくともこの道! と思えるものを</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">選択することなのですが、全ては堂々巡りでどの道を選んでも</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;"><b>得たものと失ったものが入れ替わっているだけ</b>で、</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">必ず人は何かを得ると何かを失うことが宿命として</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">背負うように出来ています。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">豊かになることは便利になることですが、そのために</span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">運動が減ったので成人病などが増えました。 </span>
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<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'MS P明朝',serif;">最新科学では筋肉を使う運動によって筋肉から</span>
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